Fear

Evey man fears in his life. The brave men r those who wear the mask to hide the fear frm others. I wish i had some option to wear somethin of that sort n pretend nuthin has happened.
Its hard to be hypothetical always, we draw conclusions based on real facts of life, we change according to the situation incase if we dont wanna change then we change the situation. Nevertheless change is inevitable.
Is fear a good quality to posses or is it just a sign of mere weakness? I suppose it works out both ways, ultimately its ur option to choose the way u wanna look at it.
Most of the things can be attributed to fear, we become so succesful in life or such a failures in life cuz of doin rite things at rite time or jus the opposite in respective cases.
Is it that difficult to use certain qualities which are termed as negative qualities to come up in life? Wel, i kinda feel its ur perspective to handle things and watever the outcome is,we got to have courage to stand upto it n face it.
I FEAR FOR MANY THINGS IN THE WORLD N THATS CUZ I VALUE THEM ALL. M ANSWERABLE TO NO ONE BUT TO MYSELF. WEN UR LOVED ONES R UR CLOSE FRNDS QUESTION U SOMETHIN WHICH U DONT HAVE A READY MADE ANSWER THEN U FEAR ABT UR REPUTATION IN THEM! AT THE END OF THE DAY ITS ABT U N U NEED TO HAVE A STRONG CALIBRE TO FACE ANYTHING AS A CONSEQUENCE OF UR ACT.

Waiting for...............................

Its so funny to know we are so reckless in the world and we constantly need a support at all times. Its very difficult to stay alone for few minutes, question is not that we cannot exist alone its about the reason why cant we put up with ourselves. Everything we do carries a meaning in life, when we fail to find the reason then we become hopeless and we just give up finding reason for our action!
Am sitting at home doing nuthin but watchin movies n playin games! This kinda life sucks big time cuz its so aimless n fetches you nuthin. I know half the ppl in this world are looking for such kinda life but life is not al abt wastin time at home, m waiting for so many things in life. First things is jus the date of joinin the ship. Over the past few weeks its been so difficult to keep waiting for the mail containing the details of joining the ship but am so tired to hear its been postpond for another 2 weeks. Y am i having difficulty stayin alone and jus enjoyin the loneliness. I always imagined a life where i get to wake up at watever time i want to without the aid of the alarm clock or my phone anf grab my luch at odd hours and absolutely doin nuthin in life. all these thoughts were manifested cuz of different life stlye for 3 yrs in college which barely gave freedom to enjoy like normal human beings. But it honestly sucks to be in this kinda life where laziness is the king and u r the king of kings. Neway i have learnt my lessons and m jus regretting to have wished for such a nonsenical life. I really wanna set things rite n i can do that only if i go for sailing. Till then..................................................

i got loads of games to play n lots of movies to watch n ofcourse tons n tons of bitchin left to do.